Sissie Slut's Windows of Womanhood

I flash back to my first time with a grownup adult at the tender age of16 . I was so nervous now that we were here in the motel room. I was nervous for so many reasons. I lied to my family and told them I was staying at a friend’s house. Instead, I'm here with Mr. Joey in a motel room and he was my first fully grown adult. He had been flirting with me at the coffee shop a lot and we both wanted it, so we decided that tonight would be the night.

Here we were now in the motel and I was about to do some new sexual things with this man. I had been with young boys before but lately I realized that grown men like me even more. That turned me on so much and gave me a woman's edge. In the beginning all I ever wanted from this man was for him to admire me as a female, as I play the female role. I became more curious about having the whole package. That meant going all the way, that meant being penetrated. Once the thought the penetration entered my head all I could think about was penetration. I started touching myself there sticking my finger in and out. I fought through the uncomfortable parts of it and allowed myself to seek and explore some goodness. Patience was rewarded very quickly, and I came to enjoy the penetration of my region. I started to think of it as the pussy in my ass.
I had allowed young inexperienced boys 2 taste assets in the past. Tonight, a man would have me and I was ready to welcome the treasure I had seen in his trousers. I didn't know for sure my hole could take all of what I had seen but I was excited and ready to try at all cost. I needed to know the total pleasure that would only come if my total ass was stimulated. I believe that with a big penises inside me I could feel all the windows of womanhood.

Here now I was ready for him I was made up and I thought I looked gorgeous I almost wanted to masturbate, looking at my own reflection in the mirror, but I could wait, he would give me a bigger reward in self-gratification that look good. I knew this was gonna be good because I was craving it so bad, I don't care if you even hurt me a little bit it would get better.